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The Unattainable Dream
My Struggle: The Un-Edited Version
Created on 2008-09-27 22:52:21 (#16691579), last updated 2009-10-19
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Basic Info| Birthdate: | 1980-04-01 |
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| Location: | Utah, United States |
BioI live in Salt Lake City, born and raised. I used to be mormon, but got smart at 16 and left the church. I got married to my soul mate at 19, and we had our first baby (girl) when I was 20. It was after that, that I started to build habits that would eventually lead me into this abyss I doubt I will ever get out of. I had my son when I was 26 and quit my full-time job to stay home with my kids. I love it, and believe it is the best decision I have ever made. My eating disorder was in and out of my life for all those years. After I quit I had more "episodes". I believe I have finally crossed the line this time. I spent time in a psychiatric hospital and barely ate. When I came out, I discovered that my discipline was anewed and my weight had started to drop, which thrilled me. I have now embraced that this is me, I don't think it's healthy or desirable and certainly nothing I would ever choose, or imagined myself suffering with - but it's me and I've accepted that.
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anorexia, etc., mom, non-mormon, pilates, running, suburban house wife, swimming, utah, veganism, wife, working out, yoga
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